Another Chance

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I would have said a few words,
the chicken crosses the road,
I haven’t prepared it, but wasn’t sure.
I don’t know the right words, formation can’t be done.
I have no rhythm. I don’t talk.
Here:
Hello Everybody,
Thanks for being here.

I can see the sweets offered to mom as well earned.
She had a sweet-tooth.
….
I can say a lot but who has the time.
I’ll say this:
A few days before my mother died she said,
“you really tortured me” I was a little surprised, but
I knew she was only joking around.
I know she didn’t hold a grudge.
It made a lot of sense though. I had been giving
her a hard time for a long time, for many years at least.
She worried about me constantly.
My choices and lifestyle.
She had to work very hard in life, and this extra stress was
undeserved.
Even while she was very sick in the last few months, I was still acting foolish.
This translates to a lack of thoughtfulness for her well-being when she most
needed peace-of-mind.
She treated me very nicely in life.
I know I wasn’t as nice to her.
It’s too late now but I would just say sorry for all the hard times I gave to you.
I loved you very dearly.
Perhaps we will meet in a future lifetime
and I will make it up to you.
May you remain at peace until we meet again.

How can I write better if I don’t want to write?
I should write just for the practice.
Either it slows down my thoughts, or it will
practice the rights. Too much involved in feeling.
Oh, I know, I will play the I-Ching.
I forgot how this works but I rolled the internet dice
Punctuation problems…
15 changing to 39
15. Humbleness.

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